CTs are finally over. i dunno wats goin on. wat are u goin to do? u asked mi to wait until holis den say de. mus i continue waitin? for dunno wat to happen. i dunno wat to do. i reali dunno. u neber tell mi anyting.
sometimes i was wondering.. why am i still holdin on but u are not puttin in any effort to tis relationship? why am i still troubled and stressed? why am i still tinkin abt u? didn i told myself not to? i keep tinkin tat all i need is frens and i can let go of u without a single tear. but it seems so hard. are u waitin for mi to bring it out? or are u reali tryin to solve the matter between us? all these questions are left unanswered. i felt empty. have u ever tink whether its fair to me?
i noe its nobody's fault. mayb i asked for too much. mayb i expected too much frm u. mayb im not perfect for u. mayb.. im not the one for u.
i guess.. we couldn go on anymore. ur feelings are not there. ur heart is not there. or mayb my heart is not there anymore. i cant carry on anymore. im so tired.
although i reali dun wish to lose u. but. i reali dunno wad to do.
