It's getting tougher.

I desire, I want, I hope, I envy, I love it. But I dont have the courage and confidence to pursue.
Isn't it such a failure.

Well, year 2 modules are getting irritating.
I seriously feel like giving up on atrm. I dont understand a single shit of the module.
Now its 3am, and I still cant complete that tutorial.
That tutor of ours claimed that we are on time however, we are really lagging behind.
We are now at the pathetic start of tutorial 3 while the others are done with it.
Well, how fast are we progressing uh.

Many assignments are going to due soon, and I haven even touch it.
Till now, I realise that I haven been doing any of the tutorials.
You tell me how am I going to pass all the modules man.
Common tests are on its way. Boo.

I&E is getting super uninteresting to me.
Going for 4 hrs classes every Thursday, sitting down there gossiping, watching happy tree friends, pinic etc. After that, diploma plus which ends at 730-8pm. Well, what I have been doing for Thursdays are just eating and slacking and sleeping and stoning but not absorbing.

Wake up, wake up.
But I cant sleep early at night. I always sleep at 3, 4, 5 or even 6 in the morning.


HOW?

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