sometimes i wonder, what are true friends.
friends. yes, i LOVE them of cos. they are like part of my life.

everyone has a choice. they can choose. choose the best for self-interest. yes, this is no self-fishness. but the best for urself.
i dun blame that.
this holidays= not holidays to almost everyone.
projects. projects.
work. to earn money.
to me, 2 projects' deadline on the 1st week of sch.
i need to work real hard to earn that damn $300.
everyone has their own commitments.
taking just 2-3 days out of that busy 14 days. its hard. and its up to ownself. you can choose not to.
but i jus wan to let myself have fun and not to think of all those freaking stuff tats why i decide to go tbc.
i wan to enjoy this 2-day holiday with my frens.
but... they last minute back out.
reasons: projects and work. they are my reasons too.
they have alr chosen not to go. what else can i say.
nothing.
i dun blame them, understoodable.


but im just pissed.
dun wish to strain the friendship between us.
all left me speechless.

and i have no one to talk to. :(

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